Don't Be Such A Scrooge
Can you forgive a pig-headed old fool with no eyes to see with and no ears to hear with all these years?
As it's getting closer and closer to christmas I'm noticing I tend to be getting crankier and crankier, I've also noticed this with age but we'll save that for another day.
Yesterday at work I was talking to a co-worker about another co-worker, ok I was complaining about this other co-worker and guess who walked in? I felt awful and I still feel awful. I'm not totally sure if the co-worker heard what I had said about them, and honestly it is something I would say to their face. I'm just not the type of person to start confrontations, stir the pot if you will. I'm also not the type of person to be negative and I find myself being this way a lot lately.
And the other day, I got mad at Darric because I couldn't find Jordan's hat and lately I can't find his mittens and Darric is the one who picks him up from the daycare most days so I was getting snappy at him and then when I got into my car, there was Jordan's hat sitting on the passenger seat. So, I had forgotten it in my car from the day before. D'oh, my bad!
And I've also just gotten reactions from people lately making me realize I've been snippy, sarcastic, & complainy. And for those who know me know that's not me at all. The miss mary sunshine isn't so sunshiny lately, so I just want to appologize if I've snapped, been sarcastic or complained around you lately. Starting now, I'm going to be cheery, positive, and my ol' miss mary sunshiney self.